And these are polarised core wounds, And this is what they call death by merging. And sometimes I think I am more attached to my pain than to my love, But most times I just want you to dive in to me: head first, heart first, heaven first. – And I guess I thought we […]
You know, that ethereal, infinite She that I like to believe is me in some parallel universe, that is all knowing and sometimes, sometimes deems me worthy of a tiny portion of all the knowledge in the totality. And She told me why I had to go through all of this. And She let me […]
I swear I was THIS CLOSE to being normal. I’d been in the nurturing embrace that is Seven Sisters and felt like I could finally emerge from my chrysalis. I didn’t realise this new world outside was, like… crumbling away beneath my feet. I’m feeling like the ground is falling away, like my insides are […]
Ottillie took bus rides just so she could watch the world go by. Ottillie was a photographer; she took polaroid photos and was saving for a DSLR. She saw the world through frames, from different angles, with varying degrees of depth of focus. Ottillie wore string bracelettes made by friends from Japan, bracelettes made of […]
Well, babe, I can tell that you play in a heavy metal band from the rhythmofthewaythatweFUCK! And if it was’t for the long haired rocker fantasy you’re letting my live I might be fooled Because you turn the fairy lights on when I tell you I’m coming over. And, you touch my skin like I’m […]
I fell in love with drag the same way I fell in love with Liza Minelli and Lady Gaga and Marilyn Monroe. But then maybe they’re all part of the same, magical parcel: the drama, the art, the theatricality, the humour, the camp, the illusion. The magic that exists in a role of tape, some […]
These are child bearing hips. But the likelihood of me bearing children gets smaller every day. And my heart is a child bearing heart, but love isn’t enough to bear children. Or maybe it’s too much. Because there are plenty of children out there who weren’t born through love, They were created through a mess […]
My heart is an orphanage, room aplenty for mouths screaming for their mother. And I hope you’ll forgive me for being indecisive, for not trusting you more readily, it’s just that i was told eating an apple a day kept the doctor away, and then I was told eating an apple would set paradise on […]
Tell me more: about giraffes about pokemon about bad guys and good guys and the traps they fall in to regardless of the side they fall on. Tell me more about green and blue and purple and bracelets and beads and tell me how you’re pretty sure you’ll still be four next week even though […]
I’m into glitch art and neon auras, and most times I don’t know how to reconcile that with the drawing towards the dark liminal spaces that take up so much of my mind. Like my palms, I feel I’m at least two different people at all times. Neon and yet: black hole, bottom of the […]